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I'm really pissed off right now. So a few days ago, I wrote this nice long post... which was a little "cheesy" or w/e you call it... but it was about how much I appreciated this blog community and blah ^^ Because I was in that kind of mood. And I wrote that I thought it might be my last post. But today I was like... how come I'm not getting any comments?! Don't people care if I leave? AND THERE WAS NO POST. Augh.

I'm not in that mood anymore, but I can tell you approximately what I was talking about, even though it might not have quite the same effect.



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I appreciate this blogging community more than you would expect... we're like a family, we go through things together even when it's not our own problem. And we're very different people, but we still get along. We may argue sometimes, but even people like Half-Empty, or the anonymouses. They are part of it, part of our history.

It's sad that so many people are leaving, though I do understand. And I doubt that many of you feel the same way about all of this, it's probably just an activity to do when you're bored, as it often was to me, but it's only later that I realize what it actually meant to me.

Most of you mean much more than you think you do to me. I think that to you, I'm mostly just a random acquaintance at school who you don't care much about. I'm probably not your best friend, and you probably just wave to me sometimes, but I don't mean much to you. I can live with that. But I do want to say that I'm glad I got to learn more about you, that I was able to share this experience...

(even though I'm not in a melancholy-ish mood anymore)

And it was gonna be my -possible- last post, but since I'm not expressing it so well now because I don't feel quite the same way (though all of the things above are true), I'm not sure yet. We'll see though, won't we?



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Mmm... on another subject, has anyone read The Da Vinci Code?

IT'S REALLY GOOD! w00t

Lol... I'm reading it right now. I'm sorta obsessed. K. Bye.